Scared & horrible.
I feel really horrible currently.
Scared/v. scared/afraid/scared/scared/scared.
Just v. scared. Im v. v. scared. I feel like crying. I dont know why.
All of a sudden, after the visit to the docs, i feel different. I'm no longer happy.
I wanted to say so many chirpy stuff. But now I can't.
Anyway, happy birthday Kaien! & Deeeeeeeeeeeeborah! Cheer up. Justice OY will do the job. love you.
I feel like bathing with calamine lotion man.
Lord, I pray that all will subside lord. I pray for healing. By your stripes, Im healed. & I pray lord that you just see me through. Calm me down. AH. Lord, please heal me. AMEN.
